I know how it feels when the night demons come. We can’t let them control our hands and feet. Sometimes when it hurts so bad we have to just lay in the bed. Just lay in bed and don’t move Please, I know how it feels. I wish McQueen could have just been still. Don’t let the psychiatrists give you their drugs because it slows down your wings. Society and public opinion can beat the wings off of angels. When God sees they can’t take it anymore, he brings them home.
Even after all this time
the sun never says to the earth,
"You owe Me."
Look what happens with
a love like that,
it lights the Whole Sky.
-Hafiz
I know he don't like it, but I cried because... as smart as I am, I still have trouble processing that another human being is capable of loving me as much as I have the capacity to love him. And to hear him say it, over and over, was really overwhelming. Like, i remember hearing someone say, I was never in love with you. That felt like being punched in the chest so hard your wind got knocked out of you and then, just when you thought you caught your breathe... it still throbs. But hearing "I love you" meaningfully, and repeatedly- felt like the moments when I got my breath back. Intense... and maybe a little painful too. Not because it hurt to be alive, but cause being dead before was so excruciating. thank you for that.
